‘I never liked you as a friend. ‘
‘You were never my priority.’
‘I don’t wanna be near with someone who is negative.’
‘You’re just a burden.’
Sometimes I want to be alone but not lonely. Emotions swing through the ends of both spectrum. I just want to have the presence of a good friend where even silence can make me feel better even though I keep rejecting someone’s offer to help.
Sometimes I feel like I care too much about something yet sometimes I feel like I don’t care about something at all.
Sometimes I struggle between telling the honest truth and keeping it to myself.
Sometimes I want people to just hug me and tell me ‘It’s going to be alright.’.
Sometimes I need a shoulder to cry on.
Sometimes I just need someone to listen to me.
Sometimes I just want to get rid of this feeling. This feeling of uncertainty. This feeling of swinging emotions. This feeling of tiredness. This feeling of worthlessness.
I want to feel good. I want to feel worthy. I want to feel loved.
I don’t want to feel bad. I don’t want to feel worthless. I don’t want to feel like everything I did was wrong.
These are the feelings of a person suffering from depression. Please be considerate to him/her and just know that it took them a lot of courage and trust to open up to people. They don’t speak of it to many people.
~CYC
Adventures of CYC 